While tudou is taking like forever to buffer prisonbreak, i decided to finally get my ass off that couch and look for my cammie's cable. (err yupp, that's my room. atrociously messy). Okays, that's besides the point. Anyways, i'm in quite a state of euphoria, yet at the same time, certain issues cant stop harping at the back of my head, tearing away my esctasy. How many different kinds of emotions can a person experience at any one time, i wonder. 10? 50? 100? Why cant people just experience just one type of emotion at a time? Take things one step at a time, cant we? Dislike complications, duhh.

After several eons, my slow-lao-kok-kok laptop has finally finished uploading the pics for xmas. Unbelievably delighted that circle, jjFamily and teamPhilippines/teamDreams met up for xmas. Totally rawked my xmas, really ;D. Thanks peeps for making me happy on xmas. ;)
kays, let me start with jjfamily's annual xmas dinner at shu's. (since i've not gotten bulk of the photos from daxiong yet to post any pictures for circle's xmas bbq. till next time, i guess)

Event: Annual jjFamily Xmas Dinner/Gathering

Date: 25th December 2007

Time: supposed to be 4.30pm but we only started gorging down the food at 8pm

Proud Host/Venue: it has to be chenlaoshu's house, definitely! (we were so miserable last xmas, hiding in a dark corner of sentosa, trying to avoid the rain and eating our beehoongoreng just cuz kukushu scooted off to aussie)

This year, rebelling from the norm, we had steamboat! (actually the simple reason is cuz everybody else is too lazy to cook) In fact, i prefer steamboat (although i desperately want to cook them my charbeehoon *hahaha*) cuz i feel that it encourages more interaction and bonding.

Decent spread of food huh? We still had 1 whole table of food behind us. Too much food in actual fact but i think the boys managed to finish it up. I was too full and engrossed in peterpan to notice anything.

I so wanna upload the video of andyang's and jinyong's hilarious actings in our charades game but unfortunately, youtube has a size limit and being the IT-idiot that i am, i have totally no idea how to reduce the size of my video.

Other than that, i basically spent my time chasing after andyang to get a picture of his superduper-flabberghasting-mindtwisting-bulging-beer-belly. To my dismay, i failed. But nvm, i will succeed the next time!!

Here comes the cam-whoring-session.

喜 aka happiness

怒 aka anger

哀 aka sorrow/sadness

enchanted!

-courtesy of jinyong- (this is exactly how he acted out enchanted during charades earlier on)

kunnnn~

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Next in line is the projectDreamers..

Event: projectDreamers/teamPhilippines Xmas celebration
Date: 26th December 2007
Time: ehhh 5pm? not sure, i was late. *oops-heehee*
Proud Host/Venue: swi's place @ Ivory Heights (yes, again. 2 nights in a row. How i love ivory heights)

This time, its a potluck dinner! so we could start eating as soon as everyone reached. this is definitely good news to our tummies.

btw, i need to tell you all that the chicken baked rice at Bukit Panjang Plaza tastes interesting and its seriously not too bad. In addition, its cheap! Its only $3.50 for each pack. Alan couldnt really tell me the name of the shop, but through his explanations, i thought it might be BBQexpress? Not sure though. Swi's mom's prawn/veggie salad rawks! (yes, i ate the veggie) Oh yes, there's B&J too! My fav ice cream! Really does remind me of those times in yellowstone and USA. Okay stop! All this thinking about food is calling on to my hunger pangs and making me droooooool. *shucks*

of course, what's xmas without a gift exchange? yayys! I got a fondue set for xmas! (great~ how am i gonnna lose weight!?)

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Netball at JJC always is stressful. Maybe its cuz of Ms choo's prescence. Maybe its cuz of the sch's environment. I dont know. But it sure felt good! shiok ah! Better than playing recreaNetball in NUS. Sure hope that more of these kinds of friendlys could be organised, though i'm pretty sure that i sucked at play just now. Who cares ~ i'm supposed to be nua. errr, okay maybe not. i should start exercising. Looking forward to next week's alumni playouts! kays, i should go for a run everyday in the meantime in hope that i would be able to last longer during next week's playouts. ={

Feeling old. Can't believe its been 4 years since i've graduated from jj. Can't believe so much have changed. Well, i guess this is the way the world works. The Earth never stops spinning, so people should never stay constant too? But i wanna stay as it as! I dont wanna change.. In fact, i wanna go back and stay in the past. *blehh* i just need to whine. *ignoreme* I guess i should start learning the rules of change otherwise there would be inevitable experiences of hurt on my side. Its nobody's fault, maybe. If i have to point a finger, it might just be life. I read from a book, that life is just so mind-whirling. It keeps you on a spiral slide that never ends. I guess i should stop being 18+ and move on...i'll try..

*beware! this is a freaking long post! yes, i really mean freaking longggggg*

i'm back from the flies/cockcroaches/lizards/weird-unidentified-flying-insects-infested dumpside in ErapCity/Payatas/the Philippines!!!!

so glad to be back on my comfortable bed.

with my abundant flow of drinking water.

ever-flowing stream of water for showering (no more rationing!!!! there's finally water after 10pm!!!!) and toilets with flushing systems! (god bless the one who invented this miraculous creation!)

no more chickens crowing in the middle of the night! (well, okay. i miss them a lil though. feels lil weird without their irritating noise)

no more singing freaking early in the morning!

no more RnB/partying music in the middle of the night.

no more waking up to the sound of snores. hahahha

no more furious sprays of insect repellent everywhere, everynight and day.

no more waking up to the sun baking me in my sleeping bag.

no more gross cockcroaches and unidentified insects flying out from nowhere.

no more cockcroaches flying out of jieying's jeans. hahahah =X

but there's also no more happy faces of the kids shouting out your name from all directions.

no more happy children appreciating every little thing you do.

no more kids tugging and pulling your shirt and shorts so that you will take a picture with them.

no more kids pouncing up on you behind your back and hugging you.

no more nice filipino neighbours showing you around their houses, with cute lil rocky and roseann proudly showing you every single thing they have. (awwww i miss them so much!)

i really have to thank janice and the team of project dreamers for making this trip possible and so meaningful, enjoyable and memorable. And i'm really glad that i decided to join this team though i was alone. Honestly speaking, I didnt have much expectations to begin with before i went for this trip. All i thought of was to spread some joy to the kids there cuz all along i had imagined that they were living in extremely bad conditions and were pitiful souls there. The kids there dont even possess a certificate of birth! But, during this trip, i realised i was that pitiful soul. The people there enjoyed life and were doing things to make themselves happy everyday (at least its what its seems). Every morning, kids will be running all over the place coupled with loads of laughter. While neighbours will congregate with their children and sit around along the road chatting. I feel sorry for Beejay though, this girl whose father ran away, abandoning his wife and daughter. Beejay now stays with one of the neighbour's family alone since her mother had to work thus she only sees her mom once a week. I just hope that she's less sensible so that she wont realise the cold hard truth of her staying with the neighbour alone. btw, she extremely pretty! she looks like a hawaian!! There's one family i know who just gave birth to a few months old baby who took in another couple and their children cuz the latter had no place to stay. FYI, this family's house is miserably small and pathetic. Let's see..what would a typical singaporean respond? "Go stay in hotel lah! i know of cheap cheap hotel. HOtel 81 super cheap! you can stay there!"

I think that its not so much of the inborn nature of singaporeans to be egocentric and to be cold and unfeeling towards others. But its more of being forced into this situation by the setting we are in. Because we're so self-sufficient and self-contented in our own little HDB/Condo unit that we do not see the need or want to get out of our comfort zone to interact with our neighbours. So much for URA and the GOvernment trying all they can to create identity and belongingness to their community. I think one wouldnt even miss as much the days in their old homes/their neighbours should they be able to move house.

Enough of that, I would like to express my utmost admiration for the teachers teaching in Paaralang Pantao. They, who gave their self-less dedication and tireless teachings to the kids and also residents in Erap City and Payatas. I tried asking myself whether i could give up everything to stay in the dumpside area just to provide the kids there with some education. I realised my answer was quite immediate and it was no. /shame on myself. *pui* One major disadvantage is that i do not know tagalog, otherwise i guess i would be able to know more of their thoughts and also allow them to know more of mine. I can still totally remember Michael Anthony, this student of mine, squatting infront of the green bean seeds and tugging my shirt speaking to me in tons and tons of tagalog which i understand none of the sentences. Not to forget his pair of doggy-eyes looking up at me. After a while, i got Cassy to translate a part of lil part of what he said to me. At that point in time when Cassy told me what Michael said, i couldnt control my emotions no more. tears immediately filled my eyes and since my eyes are small, they cant contain those tears. it was quite an embarrassing sight. but anyways, Michael was asking me whether i would leave him once the beans grow up and he asked for more seeds so that the process will be longer. (ok, i'm feeling damn emo-nemo even now. *rahhhs*) this made me realise how shallow, brief and useless this visit of ours really is. I'm feeling quite frustrated with myself now cuz i cant think of what else i could actually do for them. (other than satisfying our own selfish desires *rahhhhs-pui-grrrrrr*)

The kids there really respect the school alot. they cleaned themselves well and wore their best clothes for school. There's an incident whereby i couldnt recognise my student, Ronnie, when he was out of school, after class time. He was in tatters and rags. I totally didnt recognise him until he told me his name. And yes, i was quite embarrassed at myself. So i'm really glad that Teacher Baby's mom set up Paaralang Pantao. Its a really great cost and sacrifice but also quite a reward i guess. Again, i need to emphasise. I really have to take my hat off to her and the self-less teachers in Paaralang Pantao. We seem so small beside them. During the trip, i kept asking myself. What do i intend to give? What have i done? I realised i have done nothing. Nothing worth mentioning, in my opinion. In actual fact, i seriously reckon that i took alot more than i gave. They taught me that happiness and laughter could be so damn easy. They taught me that love lingers in the air. They made me feel so loved and i totally didnt feel a tinge of loneliness at all even though i was indeed a stranger in a strange land. strangely beautiful land. ;)

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this is so damn funny! Video about Hot gays and Abercrombie & Fitch. I love their shop and clothes though. especially their poster models. totally infatuated with the poster guy with wavy hair in San Fransico! heeee~

super duper looooooong picture post ;D

(cuz i'm just too lazy to choose the pictures *hoho*)

xmas lights!!

tis the season to be jolly! farlalalalallalalala~

come some snow yo!!

huge xmas tree @ Cathay

oh yah! this guy, who was helping us take photos, suddenly asked us whether 2 guys wearing the same shirt is gayish. *duhh* guess he had been worry about it the entire day. i didnt even notice both him and his fren were wearing the same shirt.

*muacks*

yu . ser. me

*hahahha* ermss we were trying to do some cool model poses, but errrrr..... forget it haha

ah yuuuuuu*

went to ALps Cafe to celeb ser's bdae.

its a pretty nice chill-out place. nice light, nice and comfy chairs, nice music and its not too crowded. they even have a section which is a literally a chilling place for peeps to chill. i forgot how cold it is already. 10 degrees? cant remember. Oh yah! the main course is not bad too. ser tried the Lamb Shack and it's pretty good.

han ordered the beef steak. hmmm the taste is not too bad. but the steak is almost un-chewable. i had to resort to swallowing the whole piece -_-"

well, for me, i had the cheese fries. and its r e a l l y GOOOD!!! ;D the cheese reminds me of the cheesesticks at Brewerkz, which btw is damn d e l i c i o u s tooooo!! yayyyyss! i so love good food! ;))))

my lovely girls* ;D

cam-whoring starts*

okay, my camera skills sucks! =X

the bus we were on broke down suddenly. well, the bus didnt exactly break down. according to han, the bus driver noticed smoke coming out from the hind of the bus hence he decided to stop in case the bus caught fire halfway or something. luckily it wasnt the last bus.

here's han with her complimentary ticket stuck in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night.

the bdae girl

Happy 22nd Ser*

snip . snip . snip

1, 2, 3

clumsily treading on a tight rope right at that dizzy edge

a smile on that familiar face i no longer knew

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Booooooo! my potential tuition assignment (which i was all prepared to go, like 4hrs later) backed out on me. there goes my $$$$$ and my shopping fantasy and my driving lessons and my diving trip and my wala chillouts and my new trackshoes and my 2gb zen stone plus and my.......my...and...my...and...and....and.... okay, i doubt my miserable tuition pay will be able to sustain all of these but at least its some form of income kays. *bleah*

Hiro Nakamura is sooo cute! i love Heroes! :D

Hiro : give me ride? *pohh pohh*

//random*

okays i've got no life! *rahhhs*

hate thesis.

hate myself for not doing thesis yet feeling uneasy all over it.

hate myself for not being able to enjoy in peace cuz of that uneasiness.

hate my scars that are hurting so badly these days! someone pls assure me that its normal for scars to hurt. and that its perfectly fine if your scars feels as if a thousand needles are piercing through it.

i so need to blog about this! *hahaha*


#1.
girl went into a shop and saw a pretty shoe.

girl: "wow~ nice shoe. i think i should try it on!"

Therefore girl went on to try that shoe on. Just when she was happily trying the shoe on.....

lady, with h o r r i f i e d written all over her face, walked up to her with only one shoe on her foot and said: "excuse me, thats my shoe!"


#2.
After that embarrassing incident, the girl fled out of the shop and went into another shop.
Fascinated by the cute rubic cube, she went closer to meddle with it. Suddenly, she noticed a NETS machine beside the rubic cube.

girl: "i like this too! (referring to the NETS machine beside the rubic cube) How much is it?"

girl's friend, who's totally embarrassed by her and trying hard to contain her laughter at the same time, distanced herself away from girl at the fastest speed she could muster.

so who do you think this girl is?

Someone stole my Saturdays.

Saturday aint Saturday no more.

boooo.

*

got inspired by my one of my cousin's post, thus i began googling some japanese innovations. And its still as bizzare. Wonder how the japanese can think of such weird ideas. but i really should admit that they are indeed an eye-opener. 0_0 (didnt want to post the same pictures as my cousin so if you're interested, you could check out this. i swear this is the ideal past time for those miserable broke peeps. yeah and i'm one of those miserable peeps. i neeeeeed to work!)

who said only mothers could breast feed? now the guys should take over some of the responsibilities.

i should have got this for my ashleyyy since he's always rolling and sliding around on the floor when he was much younger. *hoho* damn cute luh!

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oh crap! i was diligently searching for online journals wrt my thesis when this onlinevintageshopping website popped out from nowhere! i ended up online/window shopping againnnnn. this is a calling from god. *smirks* even journal sourcing can produce onlineshoppingurl results. this is fate! *heee* Therefore, i shall continue! :D

p/s. mommy is addicted to Songju-oppa. already 5am and she's still sitting upright, eyes glued to the television screen.

feeling kinda weird now that exams are cleared.

NO MORE mugging in the library with weiye.

NO MORE gorging on tidbits while trying hard to keep my eyes open. (ermss okay luh! the gorging part is still on-going now *bleah*)

NO MORE waking up early in the morning and chionging down to the library in fear that all the good seats will be taken up.

NO MORE goofing around in the library.

NO MORE irritating other fellow lib-muggers with my famously noisy laptop.

NO MORE mountains of notes and readings to occupy my time. (errrrrss, okay i'm lying. there's always thesis. *oh crap* i know i know, i've repeated this like a gazillion times. *blahh* i should get my butt down on my thesis! *blahhhblahhhblahhhhhhh*

Our stores of food for one day (err...well effectively should be half a day. we still do eat breakfast and dinner) pls do not hesitate to think that there's still one whole cylinder of pringles photo chips in my bag. *sheez* How to jianfei when its almost like a picnic whenever we're mugging??? tell me tell meeeeee! this is bad! *crap* weiye is evil! facilitating my getFat process! hahaha =X (conveviently pushing all the blame to weiye *hohoho* okay luh, half of them are mine *shit*) and due to all the extra food that were down my throat, i had no choice but to go for some running, in an attempt to ease some guilt in me. (and yesyes, to make myself feel better so that i could continue eating moremoremoreee *shit* i'm sucha pig *rahhhs* Its really hard not to admit i'm old *shit* (nooooooo, i'm only 18+!!) i've barely started running when my knees, ankles, shoulders, and whatever joints have you, began creaking and moaning in pain *haiiii* To add on to that, my only pair of track-shoe-look-a-like had to fail me -_-" the whole sole came off. 0_0 Is this a calling from god? telling me that i should go home and continue being my couch potato? oh crap! just when i managed to squeeze out and summon that teeny weeny bit of motivation..*blahh*

well, there you see. my entire shoe sole. this is just great!

and on my way up the stairs and back home, i just had to bump into this, do i? i really do sympathize with the new family who've moved into that unit. The sotong loansharks actually splashed paint on their door.

First, the sotong loansharks made a mistake and splashed paint on the 2nd floor unit (i guess they arent so literate after all. how could they have made such a dumb mistake? at the very least, some street-smartness should have existed. *shakeshead* 2nd floor: you climb 2 flights of stairs. 3rd floor: you climb 3 flights of stairs! *grrrrr*) In my opinion, the 2nd floor unit family really darn suey. they had a whole pool of bloody red paint splashed all over their door and floor and whatever have you. *poor thing* Then now, the sotong loansharks splashed (a significantly lesser amount of) paint on the new family's door (guess they're on a budget these days).

And you know what, the worst thing is, the police could do nothing about it. either that, or they just couldnt be bothered to do anything about it. after numerous times of repainting the walls, the scribblings kept coming back. bigger and bigger with each time, as if showing off to us that their arrogant self could no longer be contained within their miserable sotong bodies and that even the police could do nothing to them. Well for a start, you sotongs should at least pick on the correct person for your debt collection demonstration. *grrr* thinking about it, maybe the sotongs dont even know that that family had already moved. Hmmm, maybe i should scribble the note on the wall for the loansharks then.

btw, i have an evil thought *hiaks* In the past, its always shown on the television shows that loansharks usually hang a pig's head in front of the door of borrower. Well, i was discussing this issue with my sis the other time and i thought, since pig's head is not exactly cheap these days, and that the loanshark business obviously dont roll in as much cash as they used to, (although i have no idea how lucrative this exotic business really is) the loansharks could actually opt for a much cheaper resort. which is to hang rat's head! brilliant huh? there're rats all over the place. free somemore. okay i'm sick *crap* hahahaha just so long that they dont scatter cockroaches, i'd be fine. err i guess. =X

Anyhows, i sure hope that i would catch these loansharks red-handed cuz those scribblings and paint-splashing are really bothering my mom which leads her to complain non-stop about moving house. Me and my sis came up with a conclusion. we believe that the scribblers (and so does the paint-splashers) start their operation at maybe 1 or 2 hrs before dawn. why? you may ask. Well cuz the night before the scribblers had their work of art on the walls on the stairways, both my sis and i had returned home pretty late (i guess i reached home around 3am. while she only came home around 4.30am) and we did not notice any artwork on the walls yet. However, early next day, when i left home e a r l y to mug in school, the scribbles are there, smiling haughtily down at me, though i'm not really affected 0_0. yeah so, we had discussed to either stay up late til that time/wake up real early (which isnt really possible for us, ermms) in an attempt to catch the loansharks red-handed. probably take a picture of their faces or something so that the police could have the hard evidence they had claimed was non-existent. But, there always a but, we failed time and again. =X we're just sleeping beauties after all *hoho* we seriously could not live without our daily dose of beauty sleep. *haiiiii*


p/s. i caught the lizard who stole my shoes. And its none other than ... ..... .......... ....... my dad.

p/s/s. i've got no life *ohcrap* everyone is my family is not home yet! okay, my sis just came home but she's going for 2nd round. *blahhhhh*

p/s/s/s. i want BeneTint! *boooo* (okay, forget about benetint, i want MP3 player! *rahhhs* i need to work!)

p/s/s/s/s. i hate to admit how weak i am, but my arm still hurts and aches from the jab *boooobooooboooooooooo*

i need more heroes! once a week is so not enough! *booo*

especially...

.

.

.

.

him! he's so cute luh!
*yada!!

everything that made sense is falling into the background

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Are you feeling real damn bored and totally sick of mugging so much so that you thought the idea of burning your notes and shredding your books was an ingenious idea?

Are you stoning wide-eyed infront of the computer at your work desk, while your brain subconsciously continues working actively at evading your boss's arrows?

Maybe being a Tactical Assasin might do you some good and help release some of those bottled up stress within you. Well, at least for me, it did, cuz i kept killing the innocent civilians hahahaha *oops*

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win struck a deal with me. whoever gets the lower grade would have to treat the other person a buffet meal of any choice.

okay, MUG MUG MUGGGGGG!!!

i cant afford to lose! think about the hole in my wallet if i do!!

*money is such a great motivator*

damnit! so stressed!

p/s. i think the lizards ate my shoes! *rahhhs*

p/s/s. i neeeeeeeed a haircut, pandora and diet!

p/s/s/s. the Avoiding Turtle conflict management style is the suckiest of all.

happen to chance upon this while youtubing aimlessly *oops*

presenting to you.....

- the Blogger Song -

steven lim plucks your eyebrows

xiaxue loves angmohs

politics is for mr brown and

we Love lao zhar bor!

*haha* quite catchy eh?

while you thought it was insignificant.

i still do remember.

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It sure doesnt seem to me that RE3390 paper is in 12hrs time (well, after subtracting my beauty sleep, i'm only left with 2hrs! hell no, why am i even blogging now? ermms, yes. i do actually require 10hrs of sleep everyday though it doesnt really appear justify my dark eye rings *urgh crap*) Judging by the miserable 2hrs i'm left with, can't believe how i could happily spend today dozing off at every possible moment + blog-surfing + surfing the net aimlessly (yes, a i m l e s s l y i was t.h.a.t bored) +admiring a neoprint which a random couple left behind (turned out that the couple is sitting right behind me) + youtubing (til my laptop threatened to give me the last straw when it auto-shut-down a few times while i was youtubing. maybe its trying to tell me that youtube is evil. 0_0) + playing checkers/dumb with weiye. (anyways, i hate to admit. but i still suck at checkers! *rahhhs*) + blogsurfing again + surfing aimlessly yet again. Oh my gawd! i'm so very dead! i suspect there's something seriously wrong with me. i'm just too damn relaxed and this, i believe, causes me to doze off halfway smack in an examination. had been performing this sleeping act for 3/4 of my papers throughout my 4yrs in NUS? *GRRR* i'm so cui *throws hands up in despair*

while the earth continues spinning in its axis,

and the world continues working its change,

i'm standing still,

still here,

essentially stuck in time.

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yayyss!! i wurve my daddy and mummy! ;D mom instructed dad to go buy some chips for me after i nagged about my craving for chips. feeling so blessed right now *hee* for the record, i'm not spoiled kays. i had intended to make my way down to the 7-11 later, after my 48th attempt to continue reading the boring BS fails. mom's rationale to dad was that since he is sitting there like a couch potato, getting fat, might as well go do some exercise and buy me some chips back. hahaha! 15min later, daddy strutted back home holding the chips, announcing proudly that he made the storeowner pull back the shutter again just to get me the chips. *hee* okays! for the 爱心-chips, i shall try even harder to mug!!! (*pls attempt to see the fire in my eyes *ROAR*)

Sometimes, my parents are just too cute to be true. i still remembered there was this incident during the seventh lunar month, when both of them usually spend most of their time after work watching the 'getai'. mom came home (obviously basking in happiness, her face tells it all) complaining about dad mia-ing during the getai performance, then suddenly appearing with 2 cones of ice cream. awwwwwwwwww~ that is how sweet! cant help feeling happy for them. ;D One of my favourite past-times is to watch them 打情骂俏！both of them arent quite the sweet romantics who will whisper sweet nothings to each other (errmss, they're quite the direct opposite actually), thats precisely why its so damn cute and amusing seeing them 暗笑(*pls translate to hokkien/teochew) and come up with some weird counter-arguments.

fleeting feathers gliding through the air

thousands of them dancing in the sky

my mind let go

as my vision blurred

while white, dazzling clouds serenaded and filled my eyes

concealing, eliminating all that made sense

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guess i'm losing chunks and chapters of my memory these times. many a time, all that i managed to see (or rather, visualise) is a blurry, smoky, extremely bright picture, but without any images that made sense. it almost seems like i'm gradually slipping into selective amnesia. okay, i'm exaggerating. maybe i'm just plain forgetful. maybe i'm unconsciously ageing real fast prematurely. maybe its selfconditioned. *shrugs*

旺仔小馒头！ 大人爱吃大馒头，小孩爱吃...*drumrolls*...旺仔小馒头！！！

okay, i'm really bored from BS *rahhs* (though i barely started. =X Oh my gawd! if there's really a god up there, pls save meeeeeeeee)

i'm like freezing in the sci lib, not to mention STARVING. impatiently waiting for chenlaoshu's vital call for lunch while furiously downing those 旺仔小馒头 and desperately trying to mask/ignore my noisy laptop. *-_-"* (i'm actually considering alvin's suggestion of vacuuming my laptop's fan! okay i am so very desperate to shut my laptop up) Initially, i was very conscious of my noisy laptop cuz it obviously distracts and irritates the fellow lib-muggers. But, since i was unable to do anything about it, i decided resorting to a heck care attitude might prove to be a better idea. Hence, i blasted music on my earphones and tada~ i couldnt hear my noisy laptop anymore and thus not conscious of it anymore (though the fellow lib-muggers are still obviously irritated since i'm still getting THE looks. but well, what can i do? so i shan't care *blah*)

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'm happy today cuz there's maxwell's hainanese curry rice, wu xiang and hum chim peng! ;D (i'm easily contented) Flipside: stuffed myself up too much and 'm currently bloated to the max 0_0 FATS! *rahhs* but i just cant resist good food. call me a greedy glutton for all i care *blah*

Calling out to all those out there who have young children's books, educational materials or stationery or whatever japalang you have which you figured that will be useful.

Pls contact me if you're willing to give them up to the dumpside kids in philippines.

(i will be going this dec, so pls contact me like soon)

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Had quite the bizarre dream last night. There was shu, har, me and some other ppl (whom i cant remember already). Shu and har quit their jobs while i quit school. We pooled money and bought a car. Then, we drove right off to our new adventure. During our roadtrip, there's quite a few happenings. but i just cant recall any of them. (though i remembered that they were quite challenging and exciting, to the extent of dangerous) ermss haha. maybe i'll dream about it again tonight. shall go to bed early to prepare for it *hee* Anyways, yah hope that we can really make my dream come true heh. Har suggested going backpacking next yr may. That'll just be in time for my grad trip. *hee* Jinting and i had plans for grad trip already but anyways, lets see how things work out. But this also mean that i've got to go register for my driving lessons soon. Otherwise, what fun will it be if none of us could drive. -_-

on the side note, i think i'm getting old *rahhs* My knees and joints hurt everytime i hit the stairs (or even walk, sometimes). I couldnt even bend my knees to shoot during netball trg just now. Other times, the sole of my feet would feel as if its tearing into 2, disallowing me to even walk properly. *boooo* I think its seriously time i should start taking care of my body, otherwise i can totally imagine my miserable self suffering in silence during old age. *omgomgomg*

i just love my shoes ;)

i want..

a MP3 Player. i want headphones. i want an external hard disk. i want SHOPPING. i want to go Rockclimbing. i want to play paintball. i want to go camping. i want to bbq round a campfire. i want to go hiking. i want to do something exciting. i want to meet with with all my old friends. (pri, sec, jc, everybody!) i want to relive the past. i want to go backpacking. i want to go new zealand and just lie on the grass patch counting cows. i want to go south africa and get chased around by animals. i want to eat moosetracks ice cream. i want to eat portugese egg tart. i want to drink bubble tea. i want to eat taiwan 甜不辣. i want to crash and sink into the snow. i want shu/han/yu/har to find a bf and get married soon so that i can be their bridesmaid. i want to just relac one corner without anything haunting my mind.

i need..

to find work. i need to earn money. i need to pack my room. i need to renew my passport. i need to learn driving. and most importantly, i need to study right now..now now now!! grrrrr. okay, i hate to remind myself. but i need to do thesis too. *crap*

but..

i'm bored to the max. too bored to even do anything else other than stone and sleep. (okay, maybe lazy would be a better word *blah*)

okay, maybe i should stop whining and go to sleep yo.

i miss drogba >.< (quite random) a sudden urge to hold and watch drogba lick my fingertips now :(

my lil drogbaaaaa >.<

wouldnt it be nice to be away on a roadtrip?

leaving out all the rest

which are staring you right in the face,

and creeping up behind your back.

leaving a bony scarred print right there on your fragile neck

closing in on you,

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stole this link from jinting's blog *hee*
Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

some parts are quite accurate! try it :)

like a child who knows it best,

total ignorance is still bliss.

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all projects cleared and 2 mods down! yayy!! 2 more to go and i'll be..................................................

still not be released from my misery BOOOO! there's always THESIS haunting me! RAHHS!! at least i have my philippines trip to look forward to *hee* ahpeh gary said that he's gonna come find me in Manila! yayys!! although he doesnt know where's Payatas (well, neither do i, hahaha) but i hope that he does work something out and maybe we can meet! *excited* okays, its seriously time to go renew my passport! *sian* (how lazy can i possibly get?) i wanna buy mp3 player!! okay, i digress.

my brain has officially ceased functioning for the night. i couldnt even understand a simple paragraph from jinting. 0_0

nite *bleah*

long overdue posting of pictures again =X heh!

- jiefuu's 22nd bdae -

yam . li . shu

(but ma is missing!)

i have no idea what shu was doing *hahaha*

shu . li . yam again
(self-entertaining is our forte)


bestie but blackest black shu!

jailbird errr no... STAR of the night :: Jiefuuu aka YellowRibbonJack aka FatsonNeo

*one of the FEW pictures in which he managed to keep his eyes open*

glad it was a surprise to him, can see that he didnt quite expect it

全家福

(though not quite completed, missing few more ppl)

jiefuu still refused to open his eyes! -_-"