feeling kinda weird now that exams are cleared.

NO MORE mugging in the library with weiye.

NO MORE gorging on tidbits while trying hard to keep my eyes open. (ermss okay luh! the gorging part is still on-going now *bleah*)

NO MORE waking up early in the morning and chionging down to the library in fear that all the good seats will be taken up.

NO MORE goofing around in the library.

NO MORE irritating other fellow lib-muggers with my famously noisy laptop.

NO MORE mountains of notes and readings to occupy my time. (errrrrss, okay i'm lying. there's always thesis. *oh crap* i know i know, i've repeated this like a gazillion times. *blahh* i should get my butt down on my thesis! *blahhhblahhhblahhhhhhh*

Our stores of food for one day (err...well effectively should be half a day. we still do eat breakfast and dinner) pls do not hesitate to think that there's still one whole cylinder of pringles photo chips in my bag. *sheez* How to jianfei when its almost like a picnic whenever we're mugging??? tell me tell meeeeee! this is bad! *crap* weiye is evil! facilitating my getFat process! hahaha =X (conveviently pushing all the blame to weiye *hohoho* okay luh, half of them are mine *shit*) and due to all the extra food that were down my throat, i had no choice but to go for some running, in an attempt to ease some guilt in me. (and yesyes, to make myself feel better so that i could continue eating moremoremoreee *shit* i'm sucha pig *rahhhs* Its really hard not to admit i'm old *shit* (nooooooo, i'm only 18+!!) i've barely started running when my knees, ankles, shoulders, and whatever joints have you, began creaking and moaning in pain *haiiii* To add on to that, my only pair of track-shoe-look-a-like had to fail me -_-" the whole sole came off. 0_0 Is this a calling from god? telling me that i should go home and continue being my couch potato? oh crap! just when i managed to squeeze out and summon that teeny weeny bit of motivation..*blahh*

well, there you see. my entire shoe sole. this is just great!

and on my way up the stairs and back home, i just had to bump into this, do i? i really do sympathize with the new family who've moved into that unit. The sotong loansharks actually splashed paint on their door.

First, the sotong loansharks made a mistake and splashed paint on the 2nd floor unit (i guess they arent so literate after all. how could they have made such a dumb mistake? at the very least, some street-smartness should have existed. *shakeshead* 2nd floor: you climb 2 flights of stairs. 3rd floor: you climb 3 flights of stairs! *grrrrr*) In my opinion, the 2nd floor unit family really darn suey. they had a whole pool of bloody red paint splashed all over their door and floor and whatever have you. *poor thing* Then now, the sotong loansharks splashed (a significantly lesser amount of) paint on the new family's door (guess they're on a budget these days).

And you know what, the worst thing is, the police could do nothing about it. either that, or they just couldnt be bothered to do anything about it. after numerous times of repainting the walls, the scribblings kept coming back. bigger and bigger with each time, as if showing off to us that their arrogant self could no longer be contained within their miserable sotong bodies and that even the police could do nothing to them. Well for a start, you sotongs should at least pick on the correct person for your debt collection demonstration. *grrr* thinking about it, maybe the sotongs dont even know that that family had already moved. Hmmm, maybe i should scribble the note on the wall for the loansharks then.

btw, i have an evil thought *hiaks* In the past, its always shown on the television shows that loansharks usually hang a pig's head in front of the door of borrower. Well, i was discussing this issue with my sis the other time and i thought, since pig's head is not exactly cheap these days, and that the loanshark business obviously dont roll in as much cash as they used to, (although i have no idea how lucrative this exotic business really is) the loansharks could actually opt for a much cheaper resort. which is to hang rat's head! brilliant huh? there're rats all over the place. free somemore. okay i'm sick *crap* hahahaha just so long that they dont scatter cockroaches, i'd be fine. err i guess. =X

Anyhows, i sure hope that i would catch these loansharks red-handed cuz those scribblings and paint-splashing are really bothering my mom which leads her to complain non-stop about moving house. Me and my sis came up with a conclusion. we believe that the scribblers (and so does the paint-splashers) start their operation at maybe 1 or 2 hrs before dawn. why? you may ask. Well cuz the night before the scribblers had their work of art on the walls on the stairways, both my sis and i had returned home pretty late (i guess i reached home around 3am. while she only came home around 4.30am) and we did not notice any artwork on the walls yet. However, early next day, when i left home e a r l y to mug in school, the scribbles are there, smiling haughtily down at me, though i'm not really affected 0_0. yeah so, we had discussed to either stay up late til that time/wake up real early (which isnt really possible for us, ermms) in an attempt to catch the loansharks red-handed. probably take a picture of their faces or something so that the police could have the hard evidence they had claimed was non-existent. But, there always a but, we failed time and again. =X we're just sleeping beauties after all *hoho* we seriously could not live without our daily dose of beauty sleep. *haiiiii*


p/s. i caught the lizard who stole my shoes. And its none other than ... ..... .......... ....... my dad.

p/s/s. i've got no life *ohcrap* everyone is my family is not home yet! okay, my sis just came home but she's going for 2nd round. *blahhhhh*

p/s/s/s. i want BeneTint! *boooo* (okay, forget about benetint, i want MP3 player! *rahhhs* i need to work!)

p/s/s/s/s. i hate to admit how weak i am, but my arm still hurts and aches from the jab *boooobooooboooooooooo*

i need more heroes! once a week is so not enough! *booo*

especially...

.

.

.

.

him! he's so cute luh!
*yada!!

everything that made sense is falling into the background

*

Are you feeling real damn bored and totally sick of mugging so much so that you thought the idea of burning your notes and shredding your books was an ingenious idea?

Are you stoning wide-eyed infront of the computer at your work desk, while your brain subconsciously continues working actively at evading your boss's arrows?

Maybe being a Tactical Assasin might do you some good and help release some of those bottled up stress within you. Well, at least for me, it did, cuz i kept killing the innocent civilians hahahaha *oops*

*

win struck a deal with me. whoever gets the lower grade would have to treat the other person a buffet meal of any choice.

okay, MUG MUG MUGGGGGG!!!

i cant afford to lose! think about the hole in my wallet if i do!!

*money is such a great motivator*

damnit! so stressed!

p/s. i think the lizards ate my shoes! *rahhhs*

p/s/s. i neeeeeeeed a haircut, pandora and diet!

p/s/s/s. the Avoiding Turtle conflict management style is the suckiest of all.

happen to chance upon this while youtubing aimlessly *oops*

presenting to you.....

- the Blogger Song -

steven lim plucks your eyebrows

xiaxue loves angmohs

politics is for mr brown and

we Love lao zhar bor!

*haha* quite catchy eh?

while you thought it was insignificant.

i still do remember.

*

It sure doesnt seem to me that RE3390 paper is in 12hrs time (well, after subtracting my beauty sleep, i'm only left with 2hrs! hell no, why am i even blogging now? ermms, yes. i do actually require 10hrs of sleep everyday though it doesnt really appear justify my dark eye rings *urgh crap*) Judging by the miserable 2hrs i'm left with, can't believe how i could happily spend today dozing off at every possible moment + blog-surfing + surfing the net aimlessly (yes, a i m l e s s l y i was t.h.a.t bored) +admiring a neoprint which a random couple left behind (turned out that the couple is sitting right behind me) + youtubing (til my laptop threatened to give me the last straw when it auto-shut-down a few times while i was youtubing. maybe its trying to tell me that youtube is evil. 0_0) + playing checkers/dumb with weiye. (anyways, i hate to admit. but i still suck at checkers! *rahhhs*) + blogsurfing again + surfing aimlessly yet again. Oh my gawd! i'm so very dead! i suspect there's something seriously wrong with me. i'm just too damn relaxed and this, i believe, causes me to doze off halfway smack in an examination. had been performing this sleeping act for 3/4 of my papers throughout my 4yrs in NUS? *GRRR* i'm so cui *throws hands up in despair*

while the earth continues spinning in its axis,

and the world continues working its change,

i'm standing still,

still here,

essentially stuck in time.

*

yayyss!! i wurve my daddy and mummy! ;D mom instructed dad to go buy some chips for me after i nagged about my craving for chips. feeling so blessed right now *hee* for the record, i'm not spoiled kays. i had intended to make my way down to the 7-11 later, after my 48th attempt to continue reading the boring BS fails. mom's rationale to dad was that since he is sitting there like a couch potato, getting fat, might as well go do some exercise and buy me some chips back. hahaha! 15min later, daddy strutted back home holding the chips, announcing proudly that he made the storeowner pull back the shutter again just to get me the chips. *hee* okays! for the 爱心-chips, i shall try even harder to mug!!! (*pls attempt to see the fire in my eyes *ROAR*)

Sometimes, my parents are just too cute to be true. i still remembered there was this incident during the seventh lunar month, when both of them usually spend most of their time after work watching the 'getai'. mom came home (obviously basking in happiness, her face tells it all) complaining about dad mia-ing during the getai performance, then suddenly appearing with 2 cones of ice cream. awwwwwwwwww~ that is how sweet! cant help feeling happy for them. ;D One of my favourite past-times is to watch them 打情骂俏！both of them arent quite the sweet romantics who will whisper sweet nothings to each other (errmss, they're quite the direct opposite actually), thats precisely why its so damn cute and amusing seeing them 暗笑(*pls translate to hokkien/teochew) and come up with some weird counter-arguments.

fleeting feathers gliding through the air

thousands of them dancing in the sky

my mind let go

as my vision blurred

while white, dazzling clouds serenaded and filled my eyes

concealing, eliminating all that made sense

*

guess i'm losing chunks and chapters of my memory these times. many a time, all that i managed to see (or rather, visualise) is a blurry, smoky, extremely bright picture, but without any images that made sense. it almost seems like i'm gradually slipping into selective amnesia. okay, i'm exaggerating. maybe i'm just plain forgetful. maybe i'm unconsciously ageing real fast prematurely. maybe its selfconditioned. *shrugs*

旺仔小馒头！ 大人爱吃大馒头，小孩爱吃...*drumrolls*...旺仔小馒头！！！

okay, i'm really bored from BS *rahhs* (though i barely started. =X Oh my gawd! if there's really a god up there, pls save meeeeeeeee)

i'm like freezing in the sci lib, not to mention STARVING. impatiently waiting for chenlaoshu's vital call for lunch while furiously downing those 旺仔小馒头 and desperately trying to mask/ignore my noisy laptop. *-_-"* (i'm actually considering alvin's suggestion of vacuuming my laptop's fan! okay i am so very desperate to shut my laptop up) Initially, i was very conscious of my noisy laptop cuz it obviously distracts and irritates the fellow lib-muggers. But, since i was unable to do anything about it, i decided resorting to a heck care attitude might prove to be a better idea. Hence, i blasted music on my earphones and tada~ i couldnt hear my noisy laptop anymore and thus not conscious of it anymore (though the fellow lib-muggers are still obviously irritated since i'm still getting THE looks. but well, what can i do? so i shan't care *blah*)

*

'm happy today cuz there's maxwell's hainanese curry rice, wu xiang and hum chim peng! ;D (i'm easily contented) Flipside: stuffed myself up too much and 'm currently bloated to the max 0_0 FATS! *rahhs* but i just cant resist good food. call me a greedy glutton for all i care *blah*

Calling out to all those out there who have young children's books, educational materials or stationery or whatever japalang you have which you figured that will be useful.

Pls contact me if you're willing to give them up to the dumpside kids in philippines.

(i will be going this dec, so pls contact me like soon)

*

Had quite the bizarre dream last night. There was shu, har, me and some other ppl (whom i cant remember already). Shu and har quit their jobs while i quit school. We pooled money and bought a car. Then, we drove right off to our new adventure. During our roadtrip, there's quite a few happenings. but i just cant recall any of them. (though i remembered that they were quite challenging and exciting, to the extent of dangerous) ermss haha. maybe i'll dream about it again tonight. shall go to bed early to prepare for it *hee* Anyways, yah hope that we can really make my dream come true heh. Har suggested going backpacking next yr may. That'll just be in time for my grad trip. *hee* Jinting and i had plans for grad trip already but anyways, lets see how things work out. But this also mean that i've got to go register for my driving lessons soon. Otherwise, what fun will it be if none of us could drive. -_-

on the side note, i think i'm getting old *rahhs* My knees and joints hurt everytime i hit the stairs (or even walk, sometimes). I couldnt even bend my knees to shoot during netball trg just now. Other times, the sole of my feet would feel as if its tearing into 2, disallowing me to even walk properly. *boooo* I think its seriously time i should start taking care of my body, otherwise i can totally imagine my miserable self suffering in silence during old age. *omgomgomg*

i just love my shoes ;)

i want..

a MP3 Player. i want headphones. i want an external hard disk. i want SHOPPING. i want to go Rockclimbing. i want to play paintball. i want to go camping. i want to bbq round a campfire. i want to go hiking. i want to do something exciting. i want to meet with with all my old friends. (pri, sec, jc, everybody!) i want to relive the past. i want to go backpacking. i want to go new zealand and just lie on the grass patch counting cows. i want to go south africa and get chased around by animals. i want to eat moosetracks ice cream. i want to eat portugese egg tart. i want to drink bubble tea. i want to eat taiwan 甜不辣. i want to crash and sink into the snow. i want shu/han/yu/har to find a bf and get married soon so that i can be their bridesmaid. i want to just relac one corner without anything haunting my mind.

i need..

to find work. i need to earn money. i need to pack my room. i need to renew my passport. i need to learn driving. and most importantly, i need to study right now..now now now!! grrrrr. okay, i hate to remind myself. but i need to do thesis too. *crap*

but..

i'm bored to the max. too bored to even do anything else other than stone and sleep. (okay, maybe lazy would be a better word *blah*)

okay, maybe i should stop whining and go to sleep yo.

i miss drogba >.< (quite random) a sudden urge to hold and watch drogba lick my fingertips now :(

my lil drogbaaaaa >.<

wouldnt it be nice to be away on a roadtrip?

leaving out all the rest

which are staring you right in the face,

and creeping up behind your back.

leaving a bony scarred print right there on your fragile neck

closing in on you,

*

stole this link from jinting's blog *hee*
Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

some parts are quite accurate! try it :)

like a child who knows it best,

total ignorance is still bliss.

*

all projects cleared and 2 mods down! yayy!! 2 more to go and i'll be..................................................

still not be released from my misery BOOOO! there's always THESIS haunting me! RAHHS!! at least i have my philippines trip to look forward to *hee* ahpeh gary said that he's gonna come find me in Manila! yayys!! although he doesnt know where's Payatas (well, neither do i, hahaha) but i hope that he does work something out and maybe we can meet! *excited* okays, its seriously time to go renew my passport! *sian* (how lazy can i possibly get?) i wanna buy mp3 player!! okay, i digress.

my brain has officially ceased functioning for the night. i couldnt even understand a simple paragraph from jinting. 0_0

nite *bleah*

long overdue posting of pictures again =X heh!

- jiefuu's 22nd bdae -

yam . li . shu

(but ma is missing!)

i have no idea what shu was doing *hahaha*

shu . li . yam again
(self-entertaining is our forte)


bestie but blackest black shu!

jailbird errr no... STAR of the night :: Jiefuuu aka YellowRibbonJack aka FatsonNeo

*one of the FEW pictures in which he managed to keep his eyes open*

glad it was a surprise to him, can see that he didnt quite expect it

全家福

(though not quite completed, missing few more ppl)

jiefuu still refused to open his eyes! -_-"

how much pride does old age and inabilities actually seize from one?

*

shouting into an empty bottle

filling it up with those of whats, whys and hows

shaking it up in hope of a chemical reaction for some answers

emptying it with abounding delusion in desperation and despair

turning it upside down to check for any remnants left

blowing and swaying out of control in the embittering wind

tangling, unsettling and upsetting

while clouds of disillusion creeps in

once the string snaps

one could only stare

as it drifts

as it flies

whevever the wind takes it

far far away

fading into the horizon

bing reminded me of this particular TATOU, LA, USA incident. *amusing*

atap and i were dancing when this guy came up to us and offered to buy us a drink (of course, we agreed haha =X)

Guy : Hey! Where are you girls from?

Atap and i : *hesitate for a while* Japan!!

Guy : Oh! what a coincidence! i stayed in Japan for 4 yrs previously. (den he started speaking to us in japanese)

Atap and my instant thought : *Shit! RUN!*

Fortunately, we knew just enough japanese to smoke through

Moral of the story : 聪明反被聪明误

somebody save meeeee!!

HR paper is tml yet my mind is still telling my brain that its only gonna occur next month! RAHHHSS!!! *hopeless*

i'm so cui! cant believe i skipped tutorial to study but ended up blogging and facebooking.

*throws hands up in despair*

0_0

13.11.2007

Linkin Park's here!!!!!

look at that sea of ppl!

they were damn good! i'm so glad i went! mike and chester rawks! and of cuz Big Bad Brad and Rob! woohoo! weee~~~
really should have ignored that pain in my wallet and bought the standing tics! RAHHS! the ppl at the standing area were THAT high! NEXT TIME! next time LP comes, its gonna be standing area or nothing! Even though bing and me were at the seating area, how could we be satisfied just sitting there through out the whole concert? its just so WRONG! we had such a great time there, jumping ard and screaming like nobody's business! errr well, except that we had uncles, cheena ppl and security guard irritating us. -_-"

Attempt #1 : stood up at our seats to get high!
Response #1 : cheena lady who was reading a book and using binoculars to watch LP told us to sit down (for goodness sake! who comes to watch LP concert, or any rock concert, like that?)
Attempt #2 : okay nvm, we decided to go to the stairway beside our seats. we were thinking "good place what! not blocking anybody"
Response #2 : security guard ordered us to go back to our seats -_-""
Attempt #3 : desperate, heck care, we (okay..its just me lah) couldnt be bothered to be considerate anymore. stood at my seat ALONE out of the many ppl at our seating area and induced self-high-ness wootz!
Response #3 : uncle told rus, who told me to sit down RAHHHSSS!!! (okay, i admit. i had tried to ignore that uncle =X) Totally UNwilling to, i tried to rara and get the bunch of uncles and cheena ppl to stand up and enjoy the goodness of LP to the max. Well, as expected, all of them just looked at me as if i was some kind of freak CRAP! Anyway, i decided to heck care them and continue to be engrossed in LP-highness. and Rus couldnt stand it, joined me after a while.
Attempt #4 : Mike told all of us (in the seating area) to get up on our feet
Response #4 : I just couldnt believe it! while some of the uncles and cheena ppl reluctantly got up. this particular uncle just refused to! oh my gawd! i'm so speechless! i bet his ticket was free! GRRR RAHHHS!! i'm so jealous!

Other than that, all in all, the concert was GREAT! (BUT TOO SHORT!)

but LP still rawks my world!!! yayyy!!!

*found ella and xiaowan after the concert*

soaked jeans, wobbly legs, sore right arm, aching bodies, sweaty faces, wootz!!

p/s. photos proudly stolen from xiaowanwan.

p/s/s. more pictures to come from ruby.

p/s/s/s. LP RAWKS AND I ADORE! :D

i should really start learning a new language.

while my dad, sis and i were having dinner at Boon Lay Hawker Centre, this indian guy who could speak 6 different languages sat down to join us. What can i say? 6 different languages?! omg! and he definitely didnt look like a person who could speak so many different languages. Dont judge a book with its cover, i guess. I wonder whether he's trying to show off to me his flair for languages. Throughout his short dinner, he made 6 phonecalls to 6 different ppl conversing in a different language each time! My dad and i were looking at each other, trying not to burst out laughing. Luckily we didnt attempt to tease this indian man in mandarin when he first sat down. *phew* Anyways, this guy communicated in tamil, english, mandarin, teochew, cantonese, hokkien!!! (okays..maybe some of them are dialects, not exactly languages. but its a feat!) I bet he could speak many other dialects of tamil too. (i remembered that there's lots of different dialects in india) Maybe he could speak malay too! just that his malay fren wasnt free just now thus he couldnt pick up this indian guy's call.

*

my dad's 同情心泛滥 (too much sympathy)

he bought a $9.30 small-no-brand-not-appealing-at-all-and-looks-inedible ice cream from these 2 boys who knocked on our door just now. To me, i think the selling price (note: not cost price) at most would be $2 or $3?? (yah, its THAT unappealing!)

well, actually i'm okay with buying from the boys. i just hope they are really working for themselves and not under some gang or secret society or whatever you call it.

p/s. LINKIN PARK in 2 days time!!!!!!! :D

HELP! i cant keep my eyes open!

RAHHHSS!!!!

*

on the side note, just wanna mention that my laptop serves dual functions.

1. computer

2. ang gu kuey heater

i try to escape before my shadow is fully cast

flying away, not noticing my wings have fallen off

i could only fake a lie and pretend to fly

a sweet scent from far far away, drifts across the street corner

and i hear a familiar voice crying out

along with the night winds fleeting hopes

staring miraculously-blankly at each and every word in my GEK reading while they danced around their routines in disarray and flew off in all directions, circling me yet none entering my brain.

*tick...tock..10min..tick..tock..20min..tick..tock..*

and while the clock mocked at me, i figured blogging might do me some good. Though its so like the last thing i should be caught doing right now. With my test on wed and netball tml, seriously, how is it in any logical (or even illogical) sense possible that i might be able to complete revision? *eh-hem* maybe i should multi-task. (revise while blogging/blog while revising/whatever~)

okays, let me see..

3 theories of love :

- intimacy (sharing, communicating, closeness)

- passion (physical attraction, romantic passion)

- commitment (loyalty, sacrifice)

*okays, i'm doing well..there's hope!..*

6 types of love :
eros, pragma…err…ermss..(peeks at notes)..
Ludus? Mania? Storgic? Agape?????? WTH!!!
okay, give up.

just when i decided to take a break and reach out for my fav portugese egg tarts, i encountered a shocking sight. i found ants attacking my egg tarts!! MY POOR EGG TARTS!!!!!
GRRRRRAAHHHSSS!!!!

iHATEants!!

the stupid ants actually brought their whole family to attack my 3 miserable egg tarts. seriously, i even spotted the queen! i think. (its significantly larger in size and has that swollen behind)

i'm so gonna exterminate your ENTIRE clan!! RAHHHSS!!!

*

kinda sulky when i'm mugging here while the others are having fun at MINDS CAFE! CRAP!!

today's XiaoNiu's bdae and she treated us to Fish N Co. and i need to emphasise. only the Glass House's Fish N Co serves edible food. all the other branches cannot make it -_-"

anyways, more photos to come. xiaoniu haven sent me the pictures yet.

and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY xiaoniu!! (ermss, i doubt she'll see this but anyway just felt like doing it)

closed doors.

locked and shut so tightly.

but i really need to find a way out and in.

but .... how?

ohmygoodieness!! can he get any sexier?? with those tattoos and that brilliant brain of his. just who can resist??

SCOLFIELD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*ahhhhhhh!! bimbotic scream*

botak is surely the way to go yo! (although he does looks kinda nerdy cute here)

mygawd! he's just too sexy, too cool!

*i'm gonna faint!*