While at work...

self entertainment.

our best companion during those long hours of work

shucks, i look so cui.

chained

by myself.

and i lost the key.

miles and miles away

where stories begin with an end.

"I wanna take photo so that i can blog about it!!"
rahhhhsss!! too bimbotic! cannot take it.

but i did just that today. *rolls eyes in total disgust*

went to the HK Cafe with yam after work and the manager topped our peanut butter toast with milo powder. yayy!! yam seriously thought he was going to charge like an extra $1 for that. we were still discussing how much is the max we would pay for the milo when the manager just smiled when we told him to add milo powder on top of the toast, as if its something totally weird. -_-" well, it turned out really nice ok!

BUT, the waiter came with a plain peanut butter toast (no milo) and almost served us yuan yang with milo powder -_-""

miscomm..the manager was so irritated, poor waiter. quite amusing though. hah!

after a while, the manager placed a dish of milo powder on our table (yah, OUT OF THE BLUE!) What can i say? Good Service heh!!? hahahaha For a moment, both me and yam were stunned. So in order not to put the manager's goodwill to waste, i took the advice of the waiter and added milo powder to my yuan yang. now i have yuan yang dinosaur! Not bad leh! but my throat suffered in the process.

i think i'm losing my voice soon. and i can sense the usual cycle looming (sore throat-fever-skyhigh temperature) dislike being sick and weak! RAHHSS!!

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Long overdue post -LaoShu's 22nd Bdae-

cover that SPOT!

my job requires me to msn and facebook.

wheee~~ :D

super-super-lagged-post ::

just who can resist darling ashleyy?! he's just totally adorable!!

i so wanna kidnap him!!!!!

i just love family gatherings! (which is seriously quite hard to come by, when everybody is just too busy with their own lives. cant even get full attendance that day too) Nevertheless, glad that popo's happy! :D

"what would you do if you were not afraid?"

fear seems to grow, manifest and eat into one's mind and soul with age.

why could one go all out for something and complete it without thinking much in the past but unable to now?

have one grown too accustomed and comfortable with one's own comfort zone that everything outside seem like a treacherous, unworthy path to take?

what if the comfort zone begins to tatter, will one still continue in the dilapidated zone? i guess most will, in fact, just squat in a corner of this decrepit zone, happy and satisfied that one is able to continue living in this ramshackle, instead of courageously venturing out on an adventure in search for a new belief.

guess its just dear old fear over-clouding one's thoughts

Project dream to The Philippines

yayyy!!! philippines, here i come!! :D
Finally, a chance to go spread some goodness and joy to the kids overseas and also gain some valuable experience back, i hope =X
Quite excited about the activities we're gonna do there!
First, i kena arrowed to plan the menu and cook for the team. are you kidding me? i'm sure they will be in for an interesting experience. And den later, they made me the Song Director of this community project. well, what can i say? My immense talent in singing leaks out of me much too carelessly. Well, maybe i should just do what i'm best in......SING MELODIOUSLY WITH MY SILVERY MELLIFLUOUS VOICE hahahhahaha After being immersed in self-praise and adoration for a while, it suddenly struck me that the only childrens' songs i know are Mary had a little Lamb, Baa baa black sheep and the Alphabet song! Some of them started suggesting to me other songs like pat-a-cake. Who on earth sings that song? i've not even heard it before. suddenly i feel old. BLAHH!! I'm convinced that my TALENT lies in cooking afterall. *muahahha*

Though i'm on a high right now owing to the great expectations from this trip, my bank account balance never fails to shock the daylights out of me. And yes, this phrase literally came true this morning when i went to withdraw that fateful $500 for the air tickets. almost fainted. Fortunately, my heart is strong enough to withstand this sort of ground-breaking, earth-shattering pressure. else, i could totally imagine myself fainting and rolling down the stairs to meet up with the rest of the team at the forum in hope that some kind soul would take pity on me and probably offer me some sponsorship. -_-"

Anyways, chenlaoshu MIGHT be flying to the philippines to meet me at some heavenly beach after my community project, I HOPE! but currently, from what i see, chances are quite slim. All the budget airline flights are packed to the Max. Rahhs! Really hope she can get a ticket so that we can go relax and enjoy life at one of her many shortlisted beaches. (although i should seriously be in singapore working on my thesis. *shit* i can totally imagine my predicament when i come back from the philippines. BOOO!! just cant make myself stop nua-ing. this is disgusting distressing!)

gaiety! yayy!!

its time for a great workout! whoots!!

went to cali-fitness with yu to leech on her membership yesterday. the plan was to stick our butt in the gym through out the whole afternoon just to make sure we do actually get a workout. but i just had to do something stupid, blahh! hence, we (okay lah, just me) ended up feasting my day away. blahhhh!!

but well, it just feels so good catching up with old friends. just like the old times, days when we were still prancing around in our school uniforms. i'm missing all those days when all we did were to act like total lunatics and of cuz not forgetting, laughing at yonghanhan most of the time. every single one of her foolish acts never fails to crack me up anytime, anyplace! HAHAHA

it feels great getting things cleared up :D
YOU fight on!! YOU can do it!
i have faith in YOU, my bestest fren :))

laziness

seriously need to get my LAZY ass off the bed and do something constructive! RAHHSS!!

even my fingers grew fat and refused to move.

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disappointment

poignant.

stuck in time

its not that ppl changed, its just that they had moved on (as what har said)
well everybody had moved on, guess its time i start too.
trying hard, i seem to be locked up in time.
or rather, i lock myself up in time.

how True is Truth?

i'm just wondering,
"How much truth is there in the Truth?"

*the little things give you away*

the Weather

'm just like the weather.

i think i must have been too unbelievably slack these days. while others are still mugging their heads off and drowning themselves in their endless projects, what have i been doing? hmm, lemme see..*squeeze eyes shut and ponder hard for 5 min* ... stoning? i don't even sleep as much yet time keeps passing me by. Seeing a teeny weeny bit of uselessness in my reflection as i was unable to identify any fragment of achievement after many hours of searching. i guess at least i would have felt a lil bit better if i had slept long enough and dreamt of something interesting even though it might just be an illusion, as compared to staring into space blankly with absolute emptiness in my mind. how can one tolerate such behaviour for long periods of time. i started to fret and began wondering whether my brain had started ultra-speed deterioration and had officially ceased functioning. i know, i know. its time to stop whining and seriously be starting on something that spells work but i'm just too digustingly lazy to be true. *BLAH* where did all my drive disappear to? i need some adrenaline pumpin!

disappointment.

guess you are still oblivious to it.

i'll try one last time to understand.

pls prove me wrong.

Power of english and communication

i swear the 2 most interesting class this sem would have to be HR3003 and GEK1006. I guess i'm quite lucky. Though the content is pretty dry for HR, my tutor made it very interesting with the in-class activities. Almost didnt seem that i'm actually attending a tutorial.

Well anyway, my tutor challenged us with a task this morning.

see this sentence here? "Yesterday i saw her."

what happens when i insert the word 'only' into any of the 5 spaces indicated by the numbers below?

yah, duh! The meaning of the sentence change. But the interesting thing is there's supposed to be 5 different meanings communicated just by inserting the word 'only' at each of the 5 different spaces!

(1) Yesterday (2) i (3) saw (4) her (5)

The power of english and communication eh?

Talking to God, DND

I guess one cant say that the Internet is not a power tool. Well, see! Even god is using it. Hmm, i guess it wont hurt to ask the almighty god for some golden advice..

Me: where do you live?

God: My location is Heaven. Where are you?

Me: right beside you

God: Understood. Enough about me, let's talk about my dress.

Me: its ugly

God: I think you mean "it's" or "it is" not "its". What makes it so ugly?

Me: cuz you're wearing it

God: Good reason. I will tell my grandmaster you said I am wearing it.

after a good while..

Me: well tell me exactly why

God:Well that's okay. Because Myself programmed me for it.

Me: so change your damn programme

God:Great. Spare some change?

Me: you're god, you dont need money

God:Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am god me do not need money.

Me: sure

God:OK let's do it. OK then I will keep it confidential.

Me: you're irritating

God:That was not my intention. That remark is too simple for me.

Me: well you are

God:How about that. No I am not.

Me: yes you are

God:Don't argue with me.

Me: what can you do?

God:I chat with people on the web for you.

Me: yah right, nonsense

God:Come on. I am glad we agree.

Me: no i didnt agree you goondu

God:Are you serious? Why didn't you do it?

RAHHS!! igod is irritating! *throw hands up in the air in despair*

why am i even entertaining this? *rolls eyes*

haha.

i dunno what else to say.

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